February 2012
I love the feeling of my wisdom teeth coming through. Despite having all four shattered into tiny pieces and removed while I remained unconscious and woke up to an aboriginal woman in the same room, squealing possible dream time stories.
Everything is going wrong.
1. My Sims are all at work, fighting fires and I have nothing to do.
2. Everytime I play temple run I die just before I’m about to get a new high score.
3. I have no friends.
4. I don’t have a car.
5. My eyes are puffy.
6. I don’t think my laptop will ever work again.
7. I watched an entire movie today, only to be disappointed.
8. I spend my free time, alone.
9. I miss my...
Remember that time I had friends?
Haha, yeah… Me neither.
I guess I've finally realised.
It doesn’t matter how much effort you put into a friendship; if the other person is too obsessed with their temporary new friends and their constant unhappiness, that they don’t even try to aide, you will never be good enough for them. So no longer will I try and no longer will I be there when you need me.
In the worst mood possible, not even in an angry mood just sad. I feel lonely and sick. I always seem to run into or see people who I don’t want to see. I guess deep down inside I really did want to see them but they bring back emotions that I can’t deal with. Argh. Today was not a good day 😢